To regain what i lost,to be a better person

Its time to stand up!

Let not because of your emotion controls your mind and actions,

let not others control your life,

let not fear be an obsticles to your success;

let not failure in the past be memory but a chance to learn from,

let not someone that you love from the past and lefted you being sad in the future;

to fight for,what is right and what is wrong........

to save the people you loved,one must learn how to overcome its own problem

Be the start of new self

Let my inner true self starts to rise....
to be awaken from sleep.....
Let the darkness within reawaken....
to success,to gain what is right....
necessary measurement is indeed needed to be taken,
to protect the once you love,once emotion is to be destroyed to keep others from aware of yourself....
to keep them from being worry

The rising of darkness

Let my soul burns with hatre,anger and fear from others.......let it wonder thought the world....brings nothing but anger,despair to itself.....

let my world,once that i thought love and friends could change the world....maybe i was wrong......

Let my past,the love and friends be my past....to protect them from me.......let my own selfishness die within....

Let evil within me controls,making me an emotionless person that cares non......

舍不得离开

近日，不知如何的心情越来越糟.......有时连自己做什么都不知道......
晚上睡觉，有时总会不知不觉地想到你对我的微笑，但却拥有一种难以形容的悲哀.....
舍不得你的离去......但也只能如此而已......

谢谢你为我解开了谜底，让我重新站起来.......

我明白了.....谢谢你，从未放弃我....你离开的理由我也体谅和明白了

现在开始，我要变得坚强....不想再让我身边的人为我疼痛......为了我所关心的，为了我的朋友，为了守护我们快乐的约定，我要变坚强！

你的选择，你快乐就足够了........

你做出的选择，只要令你快乐，给你能保护西关心的.........我也愿意付出.......
但未来的我是否快乐......现在看起来也没意识了.......

Thousand pieces of heart that was once perfect,but lost in the end

失恋的第一天，不知不觉的........我感觉到的是面对明天的痛苦......为什么？

现在的我，脑子一片空白，心情变得无趣，连心跳也仿佛好像停止了......连走路也严重分心.......

她是我人生中第一个让我留下了第一滴的眼泪的女生.......

我......好像永远的睡觉，让那段我们在一起美丽的回忆继续下去.......

但.....也只能一直走着，生命是无法停止的......但只是过着没意识的生活.......

Let our love piece thought throught the sadness of the sky,reaching the heavens of happiness

Let our love piece thought the sky,

piece throught the sky that bring sorrow and sadness to us....

Let us reach the heavens together,

and let our love be remain there forever while letting us always be together and never let go of each others hand.....

Always will be together........

Your word maybe short yet brings me happy and give tomorrow a hope to life better

I was having the most wonderful time.......during this MP,i was enjoying my entire life happiness with the someone that i like.....she's not odd because of the family background,but she is she special for who she is........

There's always a new start for everything......but it maybe seems that everyone knows our relationship,even so i would held your hand......bringing you together to overcome any obsticles that you go throught.......

When i notice or knew you cry,the feel of pain just come in to my heart like a knife carving your heart.......Yet,you can still make your day even beautiful than ever.......I would always want to be there,always be by your side.....

Holding your hands,lets us walk thought moutains that heigher than the sky,go thought the sea thats wider than any land.................let me always be there with you,let us always be together......hold our hands together,and never let go of each other again

I like the feeling of holding your hand,what it feels like,i want to try again

That day on 25 july of 2009, it the most happiest day in my life.....

For the first time ever,i'm on a date with the someone special......

Even though she might not be the hottest,smartest and pretties girl,but she is special

During the whole event,i was beside her.......looking at her smile makes me seen apart of heaven itsself

She had the eye of an angel that seem the most beauty in her form everyone.....

But......Whats the feeling of holding her hand?

I did feel the feeling once,what it feels like,i wish to try it again and never let go of it......

希望快乐依然会跟随着你.......我为你许下的最后的愿望......

快乐的感觉已陪着你离去了.......


未来的日子是如何，我也没预料过.......


脑海里现在一直想着要如何把你忘掉........


几乎已预料到了，但依然说出口......


也许也不能再看见你戴上我给你的礼物，但依然会知道你会是像星星般一样的美丽.....


快乐，什么时候会结束呢？那一刻也许是我最快乐的时候.......


舍不得放开，但也必如此.......


但我已满足，因为命运安排了我们的相遇，让我看到像北极星般美丽的你.....

请尽力把我忘了吧.......

好想陪着你一起过着比其他人更快乐的生活，但是爱着你是回忆........

如果我变成回忆，退出了这一场生命是否会带来快乐呢？

不幸的我有着冰冷的身体，无法拥抱你.........

真恨自己，很恨自己不够好，

因为让你孤独旅行，没能力保护着你.........

你不应该孤独旅行，你应该在一个快乐的天堂里过着天堂般的生活

我不应该为了爱你而让你痛苦，承受失去......

也许把回忆的我忘了，也比较公平.....

即使你是我生命中最舍不得．．．．．．

永远的回忆

永远都不会忘记今日，6月21日2009年．．．．．

在科学室那里感觉上仿佛生命没了希望，在那刹的关键时刻见到了她．．．．．．


高不清事情还是友，但最终还是陪了她一个下午，感觉上的我十分害羞．．．．．


陪着她慢慢走完整个学校已有两圈了，天啊，时间可不可以过的慢一点啊．．．．

那刻的我渐渐认识了她，不知是否她也如此？


但总觉得她可选择较好的．．．．．虽然如此，见到她是上天给的最完美的．．．．．


希望这美好的回忆能永远保留在我的心．．．．．．．

If you're happy,everything is worth it.........

The sun that had been long blocked by the clouds,

Still shining with your smile,

Cried but still can't burry the pain within.......

Hope is still waiting for help,

I'm pulling the stiring that remembers the love you gave.......

Reading the pain and suffer that i gave,nor the pain will not be satisfied..........

Hope that you will carry the smile without any burden on shoulder anymore,and never forgive me.........

Midterm Holidays

Time sure are precious......
Due to sickness,i miss the last day of school.....
I will try to change myself to be better for the next term of school....
For myself,for the person i care most..........




Happy holiday to my friends :)

Split Apart

Sitting beside the door looking at you ,you're leaving slowly.......
Distance between us had started to gone furthur.......


The road that we used to walk together,
Starts to become more quiet than usual....

Rainbows that once together with the rain,
starts to fade away.......

Like the feeling we once had,holding each other's hand
then been separeted apart.....

Feeling the sadness that the rain falls,
as its going through with time.....

As i blinded myself,to sieze myself from looking at you,
to prevent myself to stain yoour pride once more....

Although the sadness within me will not sieze to end,but it's not going to be an obsticle to my life.......

But still my heart will forever be yours till the end......if you like me as the time remains long ago.....

Its not destiny that brings us together,
Its fate that have been made long ago;

Althought we seems to be living in diffferent past,

even so,i still believe......believe in what i care,
but...............

If i really love her,is that wrong?
Still,if loving her would stain her pride,
i will do anything to protect her pride;
even it means not to love her.......

Like the stars that separates the earth and the heaven......thats was once binded together.....

即使你没对我动情，
即使你没喜欢过我，
即使你没有选择我......
我依然会.....默默地守护着你，
也许是个傻事，
也许是个苦命，
也许是个苦衷，
但我完全没有任何埋怨，
即使用尽了快乐，
即使给尽了一切，
即使用尽了性命，
我依然会.......
守护着你，
保护着你，
关怀着你，
只希望着那瞬间的拥抱，那瞬间的爱，那瞬间的笑..........
是永远的..........

Tears Flushes me ,Who is being sad and depress?

After all , I finally understand that the unfinished promise become fetters......

Please tell her that I don’t love her,my smile were dunk in sadness ,I’m punish myself......

i want to stop all struggle by laying down the heart with a sincere lie......To let you free from this curse.......

Don’t tell her that I still miss her because hate always easier to put down that love.......

When tears block up the heart and just let silence replace all the answer......hope that it will solve all this and never start again.......despite only bring happiness to her is the only thing i must accomplish.......

"愛她的承諾辦不到,成了枷鎖......別告訴她,我還想她....我笑著難過 自我懲罰"

Being a fools of a friend isn't an easy things,but if can makes the relationship better,why don't you do it?Friendship won't last 4ever

This few years lately,i been living in the dark ally,always being in the dark and never come out of it......its like living in the world fill with hatrate and sadness.....

I tried to escape myself from the dark for a few times but never works,i try to control the feeling towards her by living in the dark,but in the end,i turned to the darked knight

There i try to save people silently by non notice me,i just did what is best for all..........There,i come across a strange felling that is known as "friendship".

Friendship is the relationship between a person with many other person that will always help each other whenever they need help.

Every person than live in this world won't be staying lonely because there will alwas people that cares for you and only you......

Friends is your future,friends is your guider that bring you to the right path,friends is the light that helps you to have a clear view during the dark....

Sure maybe sometimesthat yell at you,say your bad stuff in front of you,its because the want the best of you can be......a good friend will be there to advise you,to cheer for you and to help you so that we might be better and stronger........

It's like my old friends usally says:"Friendship doesn't last 4ever,so if you care for them as much as they care for you,cherish the time that wals together or being together.....because for everything,i must come to an ending no matter what happens."

So,cherish you friends now besause if you don't,you will regreat for the things that you had make for the them to suffer,you will suffer by the same things....

S.T.A.M.F:"If i have given you troubles for the past few years,i'm sorry and i'm glad that you all were always be there with me eventhough i been treating you all badly......Thank you,my beloved friends"

Being the fools of a friend isn't an easy job,but if can makes the relationship better,why don't try to?

Finally i have time to play my blog already.........in 1st of march,my school....Jie Yi,lent me your back to school the school name,thanks........

My class were having a painting section on that day,my class.....

We started around 8.15 a.m in the morning,while then we're waiting for for the paint to arrive....

Am i spying Kai Wen or the paint is here?just joking la,the paint is here,lol.........

Before we start,we add some water to make the paint "un-sticky".....then thameesha starts to stir the "solution"..........

Man!thamaasha is really strong......you might not want to mess with her till........
in the end,she just stired only 1 minutes......then i come to the rescue..........lol

During our painting session,there were some people joking aroung like her.....

Yvonne is playing with the paintbrush.....lol.....that's not a toy,or maybe it is.....hahaha

Jia xin really focus on her job really much,shhhhhh,don't "kacau" her........lol

Jacqueline has her height limits,so she can't paint too high.....at least she did painting.....

While then Kai Wen is painting her part of the wall with enjoyment........who is she smilling to?

Thameesha also putting her effort by painting part of her wall...........

Oh no!Wen Ying saw me........say 'cheese' to the camera

Bei Chi also decided to come to join with Wen Ying to take a photo shoot

Aaron,don't act cool or you might do something stupid like............

breaking the stick.......uhhhhh,never mind..............

Is Zhen Sern wearing a paper hat?Mak Gor also hardworking.......

When did Tong Yaw the PBSM became one of the painter of 5S3?

Is Jeffery trying to take off his socks or wearing it?

Ay Chian and Khan Suen were b.f.f of each other.....lol,smile to the camera
The powerpuff girls of the class.....Jia Xin,Pei Chi and Yvonne.......smileOur class thene named W.E.R,by Yii Ching of class 5S3.......

Phoebe is also focusing on her work with adding some fun......

Pei Han and Ah Giam hugging each other!?are they 'GAY'?

Me and my best pal,Aaron Chee Fai and Joe Lim......

Ah Pok painting the area near the dustbin place.....

离开你以后的我并没变的更自由，思念着你的我为了永别.......
你有权利自由的飞翔，只怕我是那个使你退后的人.......

所以选泽了离开作为借口，最后还是把自己退后去......

最美的那一刻，依然还在回忆里呆去.............

即使在伤心的时候遇见了你，我还是会笑着......

即使伤了自己还是苦了自己也好，也不愿让你看见我的正面

喜欢你的感觉从来都没停过，即使别人都说我们没出息，即使我们从来都没讲过话.......
即使我们拥有不同的岁月，即使我们没认识过比此也没看过对方，即使只看过你的背影........

我的心依然能寻找到你，就算你没给过我温柔或温暖，就算你偷走我的心，把不完美的所有美丽留下.................能让你笑能让你快乐就满足了